i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me , i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out , i'm not afraid to cry , every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me , there are days , every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me , what hurts the most, was being so close , and having so much to say , and watchin you walk away , never knowing, what could have been , and not seein that lovin you is what I was tryin to do , it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go ,but I'm doin it , it's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone , still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret , but I know if I could do it over , i would trade, give away all the words that ,i saved in my heart that i left unspoken , not seein that lovin you ,that's what I was tryin to do ♪